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Mar 29, 2010

- i'm so not me right now -

in these months I’ve been so upset and im always fall sick. i became sad, hopeless, faithless and lost my way of living. I tried to hang out with other but obviously im so not in my mood with people around especially THEM. I lost my self confidence. sometimes when I’m in bad moods I start to cry. The memories of the past comes into my head and I … i really miss my dad badly...

Now I don’t know what to do. I do whatever I could, but failed. I’m 26, I don’t think waiting and being patient can be the answer. I think I should do something to take myself out of this problem, but I don’t know where I was wrong, what did I do wrong?

dear GOD,
please help I cannot stand this anymore


I am good, but not an angel. 
I do sin, but I am not the devil. 
I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love
Beneath the makeup and behind the smile 
I am just a girl who wishes for the world 

"It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with some other people." 


The story of Saif Al-Hafsham said...

dear shinta..

sedih baca blog kamu.ada sumthing yg mengganggu kamu kah..

i really wanna help u out.may be some day Allah will help me out pulak.

ayat-ayat kamu penuh dgn rasa kecewa.i bet ini bkn soal cinta saje kan..

eh jgn publish comment ni.

anyway i hope u tabah.setiap manusia di uji tidak sama.yg membezakan hanya bagaimana kita redha dan berusaha untuk jadi lebih kuat.

take here if u need any help.u know where to find me kot..hehe

Usmi Syahida said...

hey saif,
thnx for everything...
yup..u're right...
i do have a lot of probs but tatau nak luah kat sape...
cinta bukan masalah bg i..
i dah slalu sakit sbb cinta and now i dun even care about that..
skang ni, this is about my life and my family...
if dad still here, i'm so sure
semua ni tak jadi...
im not strong to trough this alone but at the same im dun noe to whom i wanna share this probs...
it's too complicated...
thanks really appreciated it..!